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[dontario10]

Well, today was my day off. I am still feeling bad that my brother is sick and everything in the hospital. I am also dealing with my situation with Nadia. I miss her soo sooo much. Yeah, she is still there, but she is like, a friend now. And granted, she is my best friend but yet she is someone I am head over heels in love with. It is soo hard to

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[h0n3ybun]

Awww I'm sorry to hear about ya brother being in the hospital. I hope and pray he gets better soon.

I don't know what to say about the Nadia situation. I just hope u get through it ok. I mean not to say u need to move on or anything, because I know how hard it can be when someone keeps jerking u around like that. I just hope you don't have to go through feeling depressed like this for long. Peace & Blessings.

[dontario10]

I don't know, Keya. I don't think I can never trust another woman. I gave my ALL to something for someone to just walk away and just wanna be friends when I didnt do anything wrong.

[ragdollgirl]

maybe G-d is telling you that your all she isn't worth...i just want you to know that what you offered to her maybe she ain't ready for but another woman WILL be someday should you decide to give it to her....

peace and blessings, d. be well. my prayers are with you.

beth

[dontario10]

It's just crazy. The fact that this was my first true love, the first girl I ever gave my all too. And when thing get sooo right, bam! she decides she wants to break up. And it came to me as a shock because things are good. I mean every couple has their times and their problems, but what we have cannot be "coached" or "taught". Shefelt she was becoming a different person when she was with me. A person who neglected herself, and I can understand that if she wants to reconnect with herself. But, I am like, out here hanging high & Dry for something I did not even do. I think that is what sums it all up. I would be ok if I cheated and she dumped me, or I did something vulgar or called her a bad name. But the fact of the matter is that I did not do anything wrong. That is a psychological scar waiting to happen, Beth!