it never gets perfect...that's the whole point. you can find the times when you feel the most complete, and feel like adding anything would detract from the subjective feeling you get from putting the pieces together the way you have and realizing that there are cracks for things to fall through, but not being constantly afraid that they will. ( Read more... )

oh what i would give to just be able to let go of it all....

nothing could possibly make me as happy as seeing that my former is now engaged to his current. whom he met two months ago. it makes me feel much more levelheaded and hmmmm NORMAL. i mean, good for him; never have i met someone so dedicated to convincing himself that he is leading a fulfilling life. and that takes a lot. while it does suck not ( Read more... )

I love looking at absolutely the biggest pile of shit to get through and doing everything to put it off...I'm supposed to be packing right now, and I think the fact that I've accumulated an intimidating amount of shit since I moved in here less than four months ago is what's really stopping me. I don't have enough places to put all of this! ( Read more... )

Daniel ( Read more... )

welly welly well, it's the best time of year again! thanks to everyone who made my birthday a killer time, even though none of those people read this. my present to myself was a new tat that i'm so fucking happy with. and today is hallowiener; i'm going to be a newsie, so if you're at motherfucker around 1 or 2 and you see me, feel free to buy ( Read more... )

I am fulfilling my lifelong dream tomorrow. I'm dropping out of school. I think it's all I've ever really wanted to do. I'm gonna take a couple months and work my ass off and save crazy money and move into Jenna's place on Bleecker and then go to culinary school. Sounds like a way better plan than what I'm doin right now anyway ( Read more... )

So cyberfreakers, you've been missing out on a whole bunch...SUCKS FOR YOU ( Read more... )

For all guys in bands ( Read more... )

so so so ( Read more... )