i mostly just feel foolish
still

I haven't been this excited about anyone in so long. Fuck.

'poker face, poke her face, she can't get pregnant' -jens father

It's strange looking at someone and knowing you'll never love anyone else more

Things I need to do:
1. Finish my book
2. Apply to Berklee

Jen and I are doin it up... mothafuckayeah

The crows are playing, my heart is breaking...

What exactly does it take to bring you to my door? By the time that you arrive i won't live here no more.

'for us this is church'

 i have an excellent father
his strength is making me stronger
god smiles on my little brother
inside and out he's better than i am

 i need a wedding date... i feel like the words, 'open bar' should make this real easy.