HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY ( Read more... )

I really like attention, it makes me feel special. but not when i'm scared i might end up huting someone who means a lot to me. and this isn't the first time either. i wish the timing of events in my life was different. then shit wouldn't be so stressful. is it wrong to try and not think about things like that? even though it is also on my mind

i feel like i should do someting, or go somewhere, or have something to say, but i don't so BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! and yea.....

I think today was a fair day, and I think tomorrow will be better.....

way too busy lately....i need some time. and i need a new job.

oh jesus, what was i going to write??????????

i'm sure it didn't matter anyways.

Such small circles....and they keep getting smaller.

ahhh...i am so tired.

i have until 7 pm tomorrow before i have to give a shit.

stoned + food + sex + nyquil + sleep = very happy kendra

ahhh...i'm ok right now.

i'm gonna miss deanna so much when she moves!!!!!!!!! :(

but until then, i believe the next few days are going to be good.

and now....having smoked my joint and eaten my tv dinner, i believe i will take a nap until someone calls.

FUCK MY LUCK!

but as always, it could have been a lot worse.

and now him, what the fuck?

god damn why the hell did i agree to let her come over here? i'm gonna kill her.