So I never comment on your page, heck, I hardly comment on anyones, so I decided I needed to give you major props.
Your way with words is amazing, you've captured so many of my parallel feelings in just one entry:
The sun is coming up now. Yesterday has become tomorrow. Every moment was the next.
I used to be so honest. My feelings were easier to decipher. I could write about how heavy my lungs felt or the way my veins were ready to burst with aching. Now it's different. I sit on the edge of morning and throw things out of my window, waiting to hear the crash they make when they hit the ground. I'm substituting for love.
I have to be in motion every waking moment. I have to be in constant contact with people. I'm with someone or I'm on my way to be with someone or I'm on the phone or I'm online, but I need the reassurance of reality. For the first time in my life, I don't enjoy school. I used to like it simply because there wasn't anywhere else I'd rather be.
I'm glad to hear you're happy. That's incredibly awesome! I love to
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i couldn't agree more. when i started reading this, i thought you might be quoting a song. :] and i'm glad you're happy. its good to see that there is hope
Thank you so much. Some pretty bad shit went down last night, but I'm determined to maintain my level of happiness. I guess it's something that has to come from inside yourself if you want it to last.
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Your way with words is amazing, you've captured so many of my parallel feelings in just one entry:
The sun is coming up now. Yesterday has become tomorrow. Every moment was the next.
I used to be so honest. My feelings were easier to decipher. I could write about how heavy my lungs felt or the way my veins were ready to burst with aching. Now it's different. I sit on the edge of morning and throw things out of my window, waiting to hear the crash they make when they hit the ground. I'm substituting for love.
I have to be in motion every waking moment. I have to be in constant contact with people. I'm with someone or I'm on my way to be with someone or I'm on the phone or I'm online, but I need the reassurance of reality. For the first time in my life, I don't enjoy school. I used to like it simply because there wasn't anywhere else I'd rather be.
I'm glad to hear you're happy. That's incredibly awesome! I love to ( ... )
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when i started reading this, i thought you might be quoting a song.
:] and i'm glad you're happy. its good to see that there is hope
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I absolutely adore you. ♥
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