( so i'll do the weekend like this. )

amazing weekend. plain and simple. getting in at 6:30 AM is a major negative. so are teary goodbyes on harley street. but no ( Read more... )

awake.

class in a few hours. i don't have much to say about last night...except that at least i know the truth now. closure could be the word i'm looking for.

michelle...we're leaving in like 8 hours or so. how fucking cool is that?

i get to see michelle tomorrow.

(and rob and terry and andrea)

smiles.

yep. i'm pretty sure i'm out. off. deactivated.

whatever.

twist the knife a little harder, please. it looks so good on me. you know i'd never lift a finger.

i do not want to be in the middle of this shit. i do not want to hear negative fucking bullshit from both sides. i can NOT take this right now. i'm going to fucking crack.i think its ( Read more... )

this message is for the only person who's listening to me right now:

thank you.
if you only knew what you just did for me by talking and listening to me on one of the most diffifcult nights of my life....

i feel blessed to call you a friend. i feel bleessed to see you as a companion to me right now.

you

are

incredible.

thank you.

...not sure if i've felt this alone in a long fucking time.

unwanted, maybe. yeah, i think that's the deal this time.

remember the night before my birthday a year ago? the word burden came up a lot. yeah. that's the case once again. fuck it.

i'm out.

less of you is more than i can handle...seriously ( Read more... )

yep. my ankle is broken in two places...im out of commission for four to six weeks. major suck.

but yeah, at least until tomorrow at 9 i've got somebody to take care of me. its been a hell of an awesome weekend, except for the breaking bones part.

oh yeah.

so yeah ( Read more... )