i love talking to him <3........

i went bowling yesterday. it was me, josh l., steve, mario, shane, agata, trish, meghan [bitch], natalie, and kristin. i kinda had a little crush on josh. well lets just say he liked agata. agata gets the guy again. mario wanted to hook up with her too and josh and i dunno about anyone else. so then me, shane, kristin, and natalie all just hung out ( Read more... )

hi....um well scratch two days ago. me and phil are over. i cant stand him. and if he is going to still talk about meh...i wont care cause he is not going to bring me down anymore. he thinks im weaker than that and im not so phil kiss my ass. i hate you ( Read more... )

havent written in here for a while. life is good. so good. ack!!!!! sorry need to express how happy i am! ahh!!!!!!!! so happy! anyways other than my happy phase ive been pretty good lately. actually really good! i love march! lol. ugh. i just hope it lasts. it would be so great ^______^ *smiles uncontrollably* well nothing much has been going on. ( Read more... )

jacob kicks ass! i heart him. lol.

today was ok. i went to daves party. it was cool. i mostly hung out with viki and annie. i was really quit. dont know why. i guess its cause i didnt know anyone but i dunno. im usually shy anyway ( Read more... )

i hate phil. wow didnt think he could make me feel any worse but he did. ugh. i hate valentines day. im not trying with phil anymore. im done trying. if he makes me feel this bad about myself why is he worth it? yesterday was just shit. it was bad to the point i just wanted to leave school and never go back. he didnt have to fucking tell everyone ( Read more... )

"sometimes you have to lose a person to find yourself, and sometimes only then can you get that person back."

yesterday was the worse night ever. but i got to see one of my ex-best friends. jeff benson. hes still the biggest dick in the world. but i talked to him for a while. and yeah it was meh, shane, natalie,annie, trish, aggie, steve, krystal, adam, and steph were there too. i got into a fight with annie. and well we are fine now. we were up talking ( Read more... )

well...everything has been going downhill. again. lets just say that. it seems everything has been bringing me down lately. and thinking about what someone said to me on the computer. it has changed a lot of things like how fucking stupid i am. i never realized how stupid i was. ive been just really moody depressed lately. i lost one of my best ( Read more... )