things keep getting weirder and weirder. im not going to write what happened cause its nobodys business but mine and his. but im confused as hell. i dont know if shane likes me i dont know what he wants from me i dont know what to expect anymore. it seems things are getting more complicated. steve asked me to the social. i was thinking about going ( Read more... )

friday-i went to the mall with shane, dj, meghan, natalie, peggy, and vince. i didnt know shane was coming until 5 minutes before we were going. i was glad that he came. i kinda got mad at natalie. still am. and peggy. because peggy, natalie, and vince ditched us. i dont know why they did. but it was stupid. and so we didnt hang out with them. it ( Read more... )

well lately ive been pretty good actually. for once. this weekend was good ( Read more... )

well things went downhill. on the last day of summer which was 6 days ago shane broke up with me. i thought things were great. but i guess he just doesnt like me anymore. he told me it was because of the lawyer thing. well this was complete bull shit. basically he lied. he told me to move on and get over it. does anyone else see something wrong ( Read more... )

last weekend was awesome! i went to hurricane harbor with josh l., steve, shane, and jacob. its was so much fun. ill admitt i was dying to see jacob since i havent seen him in 8 monthes. it was nice to see him. i wish there were more girls there but whatever it was fun just the 5 of us. i actually got to talk to josh. ive never really had a ( Read more... )

well lots has happened. mainly good things. um lets see shane and i have been dating. tomorrow it will be a month! yay! but it feels like we have been dating a lot longer. this summer is going by fast. probably because of work. i work at liberty lake day camp. its crazy. but really fun. we had this yacht or not thing. and we had to build a boat out ( Read more... )

everything is wrong. i mean everything. i cant stop crying and i just should of never hung out with him then nothing would of happened. i hate myself. he doesnt even like me! i just want to go cry..........

hi today is my birthday. it feels weird though doesnt feel like it is. cant explain it. yesterday was weird i saw him. well we ran into him. and i wanted to say something that ive been holding in so badly but i didnt. i couldnt do it. what would he say? what would he think? i know what i want for my birthday and im not telling anyone what it is. ( Read more... )

jacob has a g/f.

well lately things have been going pretty good. this spring break has been pretty boring didnt do that much. cept went to the mall with annie and talk to james the whole break! it is weird. because he can be really great on the phone but when hes with his friends hes a complete ass ( Read more... )