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what's the point of it alllll
ahhh. i'm not good at this. school. making friends. having fun. forgetting about stupid shit. letting everything go ( Read more... ) -
Crappy week
This week sucked majorly. I planned on doing three things one way, but everything basically got ruined. Like getting lost, having to reschedule, or having no room. Prolly doesn't sound that bad, but wandering for hours in the cold, having to take a useless trip wasting a few bucks and about two or three hours of your time, having the most ( Read more... ) -
this is impossible...
how can you not think about the times we had together? i think about them so much and i try so hard not to. i tell myself to stop and bring myself to think about clothes or shopping, things i need, goals i want to fulfill ( Read more... ) -
no more...
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afraid
i'm so stupid. the person who's hurt me the most is you. not even my first boyfriend or any of the guys i've liked have hurt me as much. and i let you back in my life twice. i should have stopped the first time. the second time was the stupidest choice i've ever made. and now that i'm talking to you, i feel like it's inevitable to escape the end of ( Read more... ) -
manic high, depressive low.
i feel so incredibly stupid.
today was awesome. i laughed so much :) but then just thinking about you kills me. it's like i'm relapsing every single second.
i wish i never fell for you. -
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there's never going to be a you and me. never. never never never. you've already said that you think of me as a friend. only as a friend ( Read more... ) -
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I can't do this anymore. I need to make this stop. But I can't do that either.
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I'm an idiot huh?
Wow, I'm a crazy bitch ( Read more... ) -
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i'm never falling in love again. no more heart breaks. i'm gonna be so careful; i will not like the guy so much ( Read more... )