so i haven't posted to livejournal in years, but maybe now it's appropriate to do so ( Read more... )

me: "well i was kind of looking forward to going back to gainesville for another reason. a romantic interest ( Read more... )

shit happened with architecture. i can do two things ( Read more... )

what the fuck did i do last night?

i'd make a list, but there are too many people i don't want knowing

i'm HOME!!!! and not just literally but figuratively. it's amazing how seperate my gainesville life is from my other life, my real life, my home life, and yet when i come back i swear it's like i never left. i'm going to my aunt's tomorrow for the next two nights, and yes i consider that my home life too, because it's something i grew up doing, ( Read more... )

i'm siting in my room in jeans with no underwear and a jacket with no shirt. i've been up all night. in fact if i'm up at 6:30 in the morning, this is basically always the case. i never wake up before noon except sometimes on tuesdays when i've got a class at 10:40. but then i go to architecture class, and on the days i don't go to architecture ( Read more... )

holy shit i'm almost 20

my gainesville life has become routine. here i exist, here i have A life. and i'm not sardonically refering to my other possible lives in other places in lesser ways. my life in gainesville is ok, it's becoming consistent, and it's livable. and i'm generally perhaps happy. but i do miss my real LIFE. the life that was existing for me at birth, that ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to turn in this really complex digital rendering thing done in this program called form z by monday at 5 pm, and i can't get the fucking software to work

i hate "Form-Z RadioZity"

i've been really depressed lately. i know this is basically admitting defeat, but i have very few friends, and i'm also very lonely. and now since facebook copys all of my lj posts as notes, the whole world knows this.