I've decided to switch my dominant journal over to broken_fate (a temp. account I was using for personal stuff before)
Reasons

• This username is dumb. Way too dumb.
• I have opted to make use of the 'friends only' feature
• and I'm to lazy to delete everything here, just to be able to start new.

If you wish to keep reading and keep in touch, feel free to ask to ( Read more... )

Watched a chamber orchestra and a violin soloist on PBS this evening. It was amazing, what I saw of it anyway. Thanks, Dylan for telling me about it. I felt insipred, heh, so I practiced another hour added to the hour and a half I had practiced earlier today. Heh ( Read more... )

I want to do something today.
Go somewhere besides home.
be with someone other than myself.

I thought my mind was damaging itself with solitude as it was.
But it seems to getting worse.

I need more distractions.

Or solutions.

I drempt once, that the world had calmed. Wars weren't an issue, the economy was settled (and money was a rarity anway). There wasn't a use for religion, or any other worldly study as such, because a mutual understanding had been reached. Language was no longer a barrier, because words were not always needed to express oneself ( Read more... )

After 6 hours, 3 garbage bags, 4 exedrin, 2 yogurts and a salad, my room *drumroll please* is clean ( Read more... )

I still haven't seen Mona Lisa Smile ( Read more... )

My jaw has been stuck for about a day and a half now. Which is like the longest ever. I tried popping it, but I like got really dizzy and fell over. So I'm scared to mess with it now.
I really need to see a doctor. But I don't want to tell my parents because I know they will take me, and we don't have any money left. x.x
Exedrin is fine for now.

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I'm not who you think I am, all of you. No one knows my story. And no one, godamnit, ever fucking will. To be honest, I'm tired of all this shit ( Read more... )

I was in the plane, and I wrote this really long thing about how I felt when we left jeannies house. I might post it later.

It's pretty long, it WAS a four hour flight.

in the meantime....
( Five five five )

I'm coming home.