i wish i had some clue of what it is i should do.

im tired, my back is tired, my head is tired, my stomach is tired, my hands are tired, my legs are tired, and my neck is tired.

im in pittsburg. pretty awesome place. only two of my friends have called me since ive been here. thanks guys for caring.

im seriously sick to death of how i get treated. im sick of the standards people expect out of me. your not my real friends.

someone stab me in the neck with a steak knife.

everything used to be so easy. there was no isue with band practice, no bills to pay, no distance between me and my girlfriend, no one was sketchy, everyone got along, i always had plans, i was never too busy. what happened? im not ready to grow up.

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im drained. ive never had to fight the urge of sleep this strong. i fell asleep at work last night, class this morning, for 10 minutes again at work today. practice is wearing me out. dont get me wrong i love this band and without it i`d probibly be so lost but with school and two jobs its just hard to keep up. i need a break. like an entire ( Read more... )

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i fucking hate everyone. im sick of every sarcastic, shit talking, sketchy mother fucker i know. fuck you.

i dont fit in anymore. i think im almost done.