Every once in a while I would engage in a conversation about God. This usually happens in a group, since I tend to steer away from that particular topic during one on one conversations; mainly because of it's ability to turn sour really quick, and therefore producing a long awkward silence that I'm not a big fan of. But regardless, during this ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that as you get older it becomes harder and harder to say what's on your mind? Is it because your thoughts are more complex now? or is it because you understand better what you should or shouldn't say to meet society's standards?

I guess some things are better left unsaid.

You look around you and you see suffering, hunger, disease... and you wonder... about why this world is so unbalanced. Why you have so much, and yet other have nothing? Why pain exist for those who try their entire life, and yet you feel so little of it when you've done almost nothing to earn it. The world isn't based around a reward system. Equal ( Read more... )

"Laugh and the world laughs with you; weep, and you weep alone." ~Ella Wheeler Wilcox ( Read more... )

Sand:
So it looks like I'm staying here in Ithaca this summer. Should be a good summer, it's going to be less eventful than last summer--No crazy vacation in europe, and definitely no girl drama(hopefully). My biggest concern is going to be that I can't cook, and there's no dining hall open in the summer... I sure hope I don't starve to death. >,< ( Read more... )

If you need something borrowed or something blue,
feel free to take my heart and use my soul.

If this whole engineering thing falls through, I guess I can always start writing song lyrics for emo bands. =P

This Ride - The Starting line
Cute Without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday
...Slowdance on the Inside - Taking Back Sunday
My Paper Heart - The All-American Rejects
Ocean Breathes Salty - Modest Mouse
Perfect Disguise - Modest Mouse
Firewater - Yellowcard
Finish Line -
Yellowcard

"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world ( Read more... )

I guess I haven't written here seriously for ages now. I'd to like to think the reason for that is I'm past the stage of my life where thoughts and emotions have to be written down and worked out in an emo-like fashion, but I'm not. It's just that the last two year has been weird. Leaving high school had left me at a point in my life where I can no ( Read more... )

LiveJournal's kinda funny for me, the only time I ever check other people's journals is when I'm bored, or I'm really busy and should be doing something else. Similarly, the only time I update it is when something heavy's on my mind... anxiety, stress, loneliness.. name something depressing and I'm sure you can find it in these pages and pages of ( Read more... )