my life has not changed much since my last post ( Read more... )

i never moved. i'm not moving any time soon. i am in indiana ( Read more... )

i am officially moving. the exact date is still in the works, but most likely, i will be out of indiana at the end of october, though i may not have a new apartment until the beginning of december. i'm thinkin i may take that month to visit a couple of people, set up a new apartment in person and find a job ( Read more... )

and fuck my life ( Read more... )

that pretty much covers it for now.

am much tired. need to get up for work in 5 hours. sleep now.

ps. would say totally in love. but i'm a worrier (we know) so i will have to cover the worries later... so so many good things though. like, ya know, i'm happy. life's not perfect, but i'm definitely above the content level :)

this is what i heard from montario the other night. apparently, when i discuss people and things in my past or present, i dont show much feeling. i know i dont show much feeling. not aloud. not in public. but a dead man cant cry ( Read more... )

memories are russian roulette.

vanana
montario
katze
cindy
alexandra
saaaaaraaaaah
brandon
cole

...others.

thank you.

last post was a thought on moving... again.

am excited about living with my montario. and its not far.

but damn, i hate moving.

and yeah, not so sure i'm going to finish my masters degree... but we can talk about that later...

cleaning now.

for me, home is where i happen to be sleeping this month...