Cigarettes-The Wreckers ( Read more... )

So this weekend pretty much sucked... but yea.. im over it. I almost got into a fight cause this chick was just BEYOND fucked up. Im not going to get into the details as to why she is.. but just trust me... if I got up in her face yelling and stuff.. you know she did something wrong. But yea... im very excited about tomorrow. Steven and I are ( Read more... )

So I guess a lot has changed since I last updated. I live in Sturtevant now with Val. I moved outta my grammas house cause its just too hectic there, and I dont wanna get into the whole story cause itd take forever. Ummm... things between Steven and I are all kinds of rocky right now, so im not even gonna bother puttin that whole thing up either. I ( Read more... )

So im being blown off non-stop from my guys. Steven's been blowin me off like whoa, now Rockstars blowin me off and its just getting beyond ridiculous. I LOVE how im good enough for these people when no ones around, but the instant that one of their friends is with them I dont even exist. Yea... that goes for Mr. were all eachother has, AND Mr. I ( Read more... )

So... I got to see Steven today. Things started off pretty rocky.. but they got a LOT better as the day went on. Granted we couldve done without a certain few ppl, but other than that it was good. (sigh).. theres still things that need to be addressed with us, but idk... from the way it seems.. theyre going back to normal, well.. whatever normal ( Read more... )

Through Glass ( Read more... )

Well... since that email on the 22nd of last month, ive gotten 2 more. 1 yesterday actually. Thats the 2nd 22nd ive gotten an email on. I emailed him with a letter I wanted to send him, it was about how we should just be done and stop doing this whole thing and whatnot. and that im not gonna write anymore, and of course, guilt trip of the century ( Read more... )

So... I just emailed Steven.. and I think im going to write him a letter tonight. Everyone was talkin in Sandys lil bro's room.. and he was brought up and shit.. and that makes me want to talk to him and write him and stuff cause we were talking about how much I love him and all that fun stuff.. so yea... (sigh).. I fuckin hate this shit right now ( Read more... )

So its been a pretty good couple of days... ive been chillaxin with Sandy, Mark (tall mofo), Rockstar Ryan, Mark (Veticus Mark) umm.. Valerie, Aly, her b/f.. and its been lots of fun. But now its all this depressing moment... were listening to our Justin playlist... and man.. its just sad. (sigh)... :/ it fuckin sucks the way things are right now ( Read more... )

Memories, sharp as daggers ( Read more... )