On day 4 of master cleanse. It's going way better than expected. I feel refreshed, new ( Read more... )

I used to think I had a drinking and/or drug problem, but it looks as though I have a boy problem...

dressed like a pregnant gang bitch at shawnee's bday party:

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this is why we don't kiss boys at parties anymore.

but, because california rules, my doctor's visit and medicine was all FREE. TRUE.

also, i'm cutting back on all my vices.

in addition, i will be painting more.

another thing, life rules.

I'm spending a quiet night alone. first in months. shawnee is in berkeley and laura is on a date. i have used my day off wisely. i.e. sleeping, crying, painting, eating, watching freaks and geeks and boozing. i'm menstruating right now so things are extra annoying. i'm all out of booze and that really pisses me off. i am in a position where i do ( Read more... )

if you got a gf, why you wanna be my bf so fucking bad? god. dammit ( Read more... )

you can't unsend myspace messages (drunken) that you read the next day (hungoverish) that you forgot you wrote (fuck).

you be the judge!

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Little Joanie went on a date!

i'm scared to go back "home" for the holidays. i feel it'll be easy to fall into old habits. so yall don't be upset if after december, i don't show my face for a long while ( Read more... )