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Happy New Year everyone!! Although I don't think anyone still reads my posts haha. Oh well I like to write here anyway to relieve some stress and get things off of my chest ( Read more... ) -
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I am going to start using this as a weight loss blog. I really need to lose about 17-20 lbs by November and I will do whatever it takes to do that.So my plan is to eat about 1,200 calories a day. I dance every day from 1:30-6:30 I am also going to keep track of my sugar and sodium intake as well. As of today I am 133.6 lbs and I would like to be ( Read more... ) -
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I'm struggling so much and i dont want my family or friends to know so I am hiding. It seems like the only thing im good at these days -
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its difficult moving to a new city and trying to meet people, especially with the career Im in. Everything is driving me crazy. My weight and my inability to lose any it seems. I need to control myself a little more. What else is driving me crazy, loving someone who doesnt love me and never will, I still cant get over this. I realie it isnt going ( Read more... ) -
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I always find myself thinking of you and wishing you were right beside me all the time. Especially when I do the simplest things like making dinner,grocery shopping or going for a walk or watching a movie. I imagine all the things i'd say to you and the deep conversations we would have. It would be so nice. Just when I thought I couldn't be more in ( Read more... ) -
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Why is it so hard to tell you that I love you? Even though you are right in front of me and I've had every opportunity to tell you. Sometimes I think it would be easier to just walk away and move on, but honestly maybe it wouldn't be so easy because I cant imagine ever loving someone even half as much as I love you, let alone more than you. It'll ( Read more... ) -
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Tonight is one of those nights where I just feel everything. I really wish I had someone to talk to all of my friends have their own lives and don't want to be bothered with me or my thoughts. That's why I keep this page around so I have a place to vent. I've been feeling like a failure lately in just about every aspect of my life. I cant seem to ( Read more... ) -
its been a while
its been a while. Ive graduated college and moved back to the East coast with my family. Wow! i started this blog back when I was in high school, maybe it was my senior yr of high school or the summer before heading to college but either way its been a long time ( Read more... ) -
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I just want to explode.
you're driving me crazy
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"I love you in waves,
and lately
everyday has been a hurricane"