back into my shell ( Read more... )

i'm so sick.
sick of the drama.
ITS NOT A BIG THING
but you won't listen.
not anymore.
all you can think of
is throwing her
throwing her over the fence.
you've lost it.
wait, this sounds...
familiar.
very familiar.
'forget it'?
'its not a big thing'?
did this happen
all over again?

i can't see
its all blurry
from the tears.
i can't point fingers
not anymore.
this one's on me.
i've ruined friendships.
not just mine,
but everyone else's.
its all over.
one simple mistake
changed everything forever.
i think i'm going to be sick.

maybe we SHOULD move.

everything has already fallen apart ( Read more... )

she's always been ( Read more... )

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oh yes, my mom let me name two kittens

Petah and Patrick. its a girl and a boy, petah is the girl, patricks the boy.

i'm so thrilled. cause its like awsome.

ok. lets start with this morning. my dad is so lazy, he hits the snooze and goes back to sleep. if it wasnt for me forseeing it and setting my phone to go off, i would've missed school ( Read more... )

everyone says that you should never give up. hold on to what you have and never let go.

but what if you need to give up? to just give up and let life say 'i win' and then start a new game until there is something worth holding on to.

this probably made no sense to you but i dont care.

im sick of everything. i want everything to go away for like a year. so then when everything comes back it'll be a bunch of 'aww i missed you' but my mother would still scream at me for something within 30 minutes of seeing me. shes just that way.

and the rest of the world would be like 'go away againnnnnnnn'