2006 ( Read more... )

PATRICK POLO PIC SPAM.


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I'm kinda back ( Read more... )

Yesh.
I upgraded to Plus.
I wanted voice posts.
Cause it looked cool.
&& More userpics.
Forgive me please.

im so sick of him
getting rewarded.
im tired of being outdone
by a 10 year old.
its making me sick.
so he got all a's.
i got honor roll.
big fucking deal.
but noo.
he gets a treat
i get the same thing i always get,
cast aside.

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Face down; this is where it leads you - too far ( Read more... )

silly me.
i'm not hyperventilating.
i'm having a panic attack.
racing heart
shortness of breath
trembling hands
shaking legs
dizziness
nausea.
yep.
it's a panic attack alright.
what a scary feeling.

can't eat
can't sleep
can't breathe
can't think.
it's not love.
its hell.
--
behind the makeup
behind the clothes
behind the hair
is a sign that says
'SCREW UP'

in. out ( Read more... )