the background for my computer is bright green grass. i feel joy.

i guess some people just dont understand

did you ever just want to stop living? its not that youre depressive or you want to kill your self. you just want everything to stop. the you have to do this, and the make sure you have that done by such and such a date. and the you have to act like that, and you have to meet that such and such of expectation, cause if you dont you WILL fail at ( Read more... )

i hate today. i would like to kill today. and its children ( Read more... )

and i have a song or songs in my head that are sad or joyous or expressions of other expressions so i think they are a total match of what im feeling or my life at that moment and really.... the song does not mean anything to me but what i want it to be or really its the total opposite. or something similar but not.... quite... yet katie dalton ( Read more... )

ok so this challenge is er, challening. kinda not really. i just dont see how people keep going. that extra step where that other person does 21 minutes where i give up at 18. what drives that other person. sure i had drive at 10... "okay katie five more" then at 15... "ok katie. push yourself. you want that body. if ya quit now your a loser." then ( Read more... )

suprise! here i am! i forgot my roots temporarily cause i was myspacing it up. man that place is addicting. you'll just be looking, not really even searching, and it will like bam! i know that person!... please be my friend. and wow. and supposedly pictures of me dont actually look like me (cough rachel burgos) but whuteva ( Read more... )

would anyone want to buy me an ipod?? hm?.....

or how about one of those things that goes on the driving flappy thing that holds like 10 cds or so... ?? okthanksbie i-love-you-so-so-much

(there is so many musiks i waaaaaannnnnnnt (you))

what the hell?! i guess school is closed today. and why i am mad i dont know. possibly it could be because i got up early to do my homework that i didnt do last nite. mine own fault but if there was no school i would do it at noon not 5 am. and thus i missed seminary anyways. it also may be because i wanted to film today. TODAY! and knowing school ( Read more... )