its summer!!! im sooo happyyy.. the only bad part is that like everyones hooking up with people and im like.. alone. it sucks. but im going to camp next weekend and i cant wait! who knows what will happen!! knowing me, nothing will happen. but i can dream, right? well, at least i get to see em and mariel.. thats awesome!! but three weeks without ( Read more... )

i seriously hafta just get away from here.. i hate it soooo muchh!! people think of me as this lil prude annoying girl who they only talk to cuz im best friends with like the hottest girl in the grade and others hate cuz i am.. it reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy suckss.. i cant waittt for camp to get away from this place i really cant wait at all.. this just ( Read more... )

whew! its been a while... completely over matthew finally.. now i just cant wait for summer and get away from all of this.. i feel like no one cares about me and would blow me off without thinking about it for anyone else.. and everyone has this view of me that isnt me :-/ i really hate all this.. it makes me feel like if anything happened no one ( Read more... )

ok.. so last nite he was like, yeah we'll definatly go out in the future. but guess what? now hes going out with olivia!!! jackass! i imed him and was like woww... and he was like, im sorry! let me explain. and he said all this shit and then was like, i just need a break from your friends. from my friends? what asshole would say that. hes like, im ( Read more... )

i was talking to matt and i was like, so are we ever gunna go out? and he said, maybe in the future but i dont kno when. so i guess that it isnt ever gunna happen. :-/.. that is pretty sucky.. i thought i had a chance, but i guess not. what is with me and guys!!?? it neverrr works out... damnnnn

welllll... i got into get another fite with matt but it ended with him saying im soo sorry becky. i didnt kno i was going to far with the joke. im really sorry. yayy.. and kerry said that he said that hes gunna ask me out soon!!! yesssss. im scared tho. i havent had a boyfriend in a while so i dont really kno what to do and i like to plan ahead and ( Read more... )

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: suprisingly, i dont think so!!
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: does a stupid cold count?
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: yes
06. Been kissed: dont wanna talk about it :( 
07. Felt stupid: of course
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: uhhh duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
09. Met someone new: i dont ( Read more... )

im boredd... and manda told me to update this so i am! :) wellll.. still stuck on thistle.. sadly. i figured out what matt was. hes someone new. so therefore i was like, hmmm.. but nope. hes cool tho. why cant i get my mind offa thistle!!??? its sooo annoying.. ive writtin like 10 poems this week.. thats how much this sux.. but whatever.. nothin ( Read more... )

wow... well everyone has plans and im stuck at home.. it happens.. Kerrys bein reallyy nice and lizas havin a hard time not being friends with her.. Kerry can be like that.. shes in a fight with Courtney which is ok with me cuz i really dont like her. But whatever this isnt my fight. yeahhh.. nothin reallyyy happenin.. I dont think i like adam cuz ( Read more... )

im soooo bored!! my arm hurts like hell rite now and its not fun. :( Lifes the average.. not the best, but not bad. But im not sure whats goin on in my head rite now. I either like thistle and its just there and im used to it or im actually over him. But im 90% sure its the first one. Now ____ is in my head. (i dont want people to kno) I reallyy ( Read more... )