So I worked from Monday to Thursday and today I'm off. I thought it would be nice to chill and sleep and such, but I keep having these weird dreams. I had three dreams last night and the first one I would consider a nightmare.. and I woke up around 2 and kept going back into that dream ick.. alright so I saw Tara on Wednesday she came over before I ( Read more... )

Today is nice. I went to school nothing big. Tara came over at like.. 1 something, she surprised me. It was good. I've been working, it's alright, a job so I can't complain much. I'm ready for school to be over.. no so much for summer, but just for school to be over. It is almost here so I can wait. On Sunday we were driving back for the parma area ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun.. tara came over pretty early.. and she watched joan of arcadia with my mom and I followed by numbers.. then we went to blockbuster and then ruby tuesdays.. then we went to the center of medina to see the ice sculptures.. which were cool.. a lot of fish.. it was really cold and it would have been nice if they were all around each ( Read more... )

I don't write in this as much as I did before.. I really don't even go on the computer anymore.. that's not such a bad thing.. but it's different. Tara and I will have been going out for 6 months on the 20th.. and I was thinking about that and how half a year has past.. half a year really isn't that long.. I mean.. when you get down to it.. it ( Read more... )

so I'm finally getting my act together and applying for college.. nice.. I should have done that a couple of months ago.. no big deal.. the problem is what I want to do and if I actually want to get in. So there is this girl that I use to like.. and now I very much dislike her.. she is very stuck on herself.. and it's sick.. she says that she doesn ( Read more... )

I've never been good at waiting.. I have patients and I can wait.. but I don't like to. I always need to be doing something to make the time go by otherwise it feels like time is stopped ( Read more... )

there is a silence that speaks ( Read more... )

so today was uneventful.. I like the name fuckhead so I'll keep with that... fuckhead made Tara sad today so I didn't see her.. not really reason but I want to blame it on her. I played video games all day basically.. I did however have a real dinner with my family.. weird.. I cooked the ham.. nice. my mom made fruit salad and we all sat together ( Read more... )

passion, hopes, dreams, ambitions, happiness, sadness or love ( Read more... )

well I've been on crutches for.. 4 weeks and 6 days now. it sucks.. snow sucks.. ice sucks.. and having wet crutches suck.. why do they all suck because they equal me falling. yeah. if I can get my leg to be completely straight by next wednesday I can walk.. or start the walking process.. for some reason I don't see that happening. I wake up ( Read more... )