today is saturday I slept in until 1ish.. yesterday was friday.. we had a lockdown at school.. stupid potheads. then I went home and talked to tara.. and then at like .. 4:45 I fell asleep I was then woken up again.. and then I went back to sleep until 6 or something.. I was freezing cold so I hopped upstairs into my moms room who was sleeping and ( Read more... )

so I haven't updated in forever it seems. well.. lets see.. on wednesday of last week I found out that my mom "accepts" my gayness.. lol thats great.. on thursday I had surgery and I found out at 7 am that I was staying the night.. thats great. I remember everything up until I fell asleep.. and then I woke up crying from pain.. then they gay me a ( Read more... )

School sucks. I got a D in physics.. and I should shouldn't have set my hopes so high.. I didn't want to take any easy classes but now looking at my crippledness I wish I would have been wiser. It's probably best that I don't talk to anyone right now.. Tara is sleeping instead of being at work because her boss sent her home for being a crab.. and ( Read more... )

a very disapointing season has finally come to an end. My banquet was as long as ever. I persevered though.. team awards blah blah blah.. lettermen winners.. gifts... ect ect.. I liked the slide show.. made me cry and remember when I was happy.. umm senior speeches laces.. yup.. definitely good that I wrote letters to everyone.. because I ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a real long while. Yesterday bridget dan tara and I went to eat at ruby tuesdays and then bowling in medina.. that was a lot of fun.. ha bridget ripped her pants after she got a strike.. it was really funny.. I don't know what frame it was but tara so kindly pointed out that she had a 69.. hmm yeah.. and then bridget said.. I ( Read more... )

So I'm real crabby.. I guess it's better if I don't talk to anyone. I don't really want to do anything.. but I know that I need to..I'll let you know how that one turns out. I'm kind of freaking out about grades... but at the same time I really don't care enough. My senior year is kind of just shot to hell.. I can't wait until it is over.. thats ( Read more... )

so tara is sitting on my bed reading a magazine... people... I think.. but if I'm wrong she might hurt me because it might be an insult or something.. lol.. I'm bored.. magazines don't amuse me. well today I kind of did physics.. yeah.. and then tara came home and we did lizard stuff. and crickets.. lots of crickets everywhere.. yuck. yesterday we ( Read more... )

well.. I contemplated doing my physics but as I figure.. I'm not going to be in physics tomorrow.. and well my shot at an A for this semester is gone.. so I'm going to postpone it.. although I do have 4 things to do.. such is life. Well.. on the.. 28 I have my presurgery day.. they draw blood and such I guess.. whatever.. and then.. on the 11 I get ( Read more... )

untitled song from creative writing class last year ( Read more... )

I haven't been online for awhile.. hmm nothing new has really happened. I'm a gimped bum... yup.. umm.. well tara finally told Laura that she was seeing me.. or something like that.. hmm yeah.. she was mean to my tara but I think everything is going to be fine.. Mmm.. so I went to tara's flag football game.. and laura and lisa(another ex type) were ( Read more... )