Well.. today was a stupid day.. I got "suspended" from the "bench" lol I'll say.. because I have an opinion that I expressed last night at my game.. so my team is losing 3-0 at half.. and the coaches basically tear everyone a new asshole.. if you walked in the team room you would have thought that someone just game the news that someone important ( Read more... )

I woke up at 6:20.. ha on the dot.. and went to get my M.R.I. I don't like it. I layed on this thing and the woman put my leg in a big leg handcuff thing lol and then she put this thing under my foot and calf to have my leg be straight.. ok.. so I can't straighten my leg on my own I really didn't want assistance.. so for 30 minutes my leg was in ( Read more... )

So I'm real sick of everyone asking how my knee is.. half the girls on my team don't even know that I'm not playing the rest of the season. I just got home from my cousin tessa's volleyball game.. She is awesome.. its kind of sick but I think she should be playing varsity because the jv team sucks and the varsity team wasn't doing that much better ( Read more... )

so Bridget Dan and I made cinnamon rolls.. lol now I'm "trying" to finish physics.. I have soo many other things on my mind. I think the only reason I wasn't home schooled was so I could play soccer in high school. now there is no point. I don't get any kind of education.. almost everything I know has been self taught.. see I have a real hard time ( Read more... )

I feel very vulnerable. I hate that I don't know whether or not I need surgery and i don't find out until next friday. I hate using crutches... I hate that I am not allowed to do things independently.. my mom tried to do my laundry this morning and then backed off because I got upset. I don't want to tell my team that I can't finish my season.. it ( Read more... )

hmm well.. yesterday was monday.. and Tara and mines one month.. yeah.. it was also stephanie's birthday my mom and vinces anniversary.. I think.. and the first day back for me practicing.. well. That was shot to hell. I should have figured it.. because in the driveway it cracked and hurt.. and then when I kicked the ball at practice I hurt it and ( Read more... )

So I scored at my game yesterday.. but in the second half I went to turn and my knee popped or cracked or something and I fell to the ground. I heard it. I felt it. I screamed and couldn't stop screaming. Then calvin came over and he popped it back into place.. and then he was doing all this crap and wouldn't let go of my knee.. and I started going ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about parts I have left out about my time with tara.. Like.. I spent the night over her house and I wrote I love you on her mirror.. her ex saw it before they left.. I find that funny.. that was a great night with her.. but.. I locked my keys in my car... I felt soo stupid.. Her dad came out and broke into it with a hanger.. it ( Read more... )

I woke up too early for my own good. I'm not too tired though.. I went to sleep at what.. 10:30.. that's not bad.. my mom keeps asking me if I haven't been getting enough sleep.. probably because I've been a big jerk.. no that's not it.. I'm just annoyed right now. I feel like I'm going to come home and sleep though, and what I really need to do is ( Read more... )

So today I worked at a different house.. that was a cool experience but what I really got out of it was from the nurse and aid.. So they call their spouses.. their other half.. and I thought that they meant sisters at first... like the first time the aid said it I thought she meant her twin.. that could be it.. I mean.. it was 6 am.. well anyway.. ( Read more... )