Everyone is being jerky, I have decided that if I just pretend that I don't exist, I will at least feel better. I am in a horrible mood.. eh.. I'm just pissy.. I don't know .. its just an off day I guess. I think I know what it is, its building up.. but I'm not sure.. oy I don't want to write.

I'm in a such a feel good mood. Since Bridget is getting annoyed with me saying the same thing, I'm going to write on here what I'm feeling. So Tara picked me up around 2:40... my mom was up.. so they met.. my mom wasn't on the comprehending level to say.. hey this is tara.. I don't even know if she remembers.. I also don't think she cares. So we ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here waiting for my clothes to finish drying and for Tara to call.. I am hoping that my work doesn't call because I DEFINITELY... lied and said I had a family emergency... oooppss.. I don't feel guitly I just don't want them calling my house and my family being like... what are you talking about? So I guess Tara and I are going to the ( Read more... )

I'm tired, but in a good mood. On friday bridget and I went to Tara's work.. she looks very nice in her uniform.. yesterday I had a soccer tournament all day.. we won but it kind of sucked... I didn't have a very nice day :( oh well.. Then I came home showered.. I've never been in pain showering... but anyway.. after that I got out and checked me ( Read more... )

So tell me why when the weather sucks I go to sleep really hot.. but today it was real warm out, and I'm freezing right now. I had an interview for tlc today.. I went to one of the houses.. I worry about how I will handle it. After that I cleaned my room.. I really wanted to sleep.. but I def didn't. I went to my soccer practice.. not bad.. then ( Read more... )

So dawn is in a happy mood. Opperation surprise tara was successful.. She liked it.. she said no one did that for her before.. she said it made her smile real hard.. cute.. real cute.. and she wants to spend time with me tomorrow. :). that is always a plus. she says thank you.. and she really liked bridget and dan.. that is always good. I'm in a ( Read more... )

hmm soo my weekend was pretty crappy but I definitely think it came to a good ending.. I think not too sure yet. I came home from team and called tara after nine.. and she told me she had a crappy day because she told her ex she was seeing other people and she wasn't include.. tear.. that makes me happy.. I think it would be better for her.. I mean ( Read more... )

So on to my tuesday. I definitely didn't tell my mom where I was going.. But I went to see a movie with stephanie at ridge park square at 10:10.. umm we sat right behind my little cousin, the one that heather watkins told I was gay.. wonderful. I dont' think her told his mom though.. so then after the movie jeremy and I wrestled in the parking lot ( Read more... )

Well even though stuff has been going on I haven't really updated. On monday Tara and I hung out. She picked me up after three and we went to grafton where we went over her sisters house and then went to this pond to fish.. she caught a bass the first time she threw the line out.. it was suppose to be mine, but I wanted her to do it.. lol.. I ( Read more... )

I have nothing but good things to say about tara. I really like her. I think I'm getting really attached.. but I'm not really saying anything.. She needs to get her stuff dealt with. If we keep on this path though, I don't know. I like all the touchy feeliness.. she held my hand today in the car.. and she was all cute and such.. She makes me really ( Read more... )