so i havent wrote in here in forever! so i just got off the phone with the beast! she said she will love love but im bird shit but im a beuatiful person and im not worth her time! fucking fag1 shes just cant have me. i have the girl i want and she makes me so happy! i have decided that im done with the bull shit and ready for that one who i was ( Read more... )

So last night i got fucked up! wow never agsin! i think i called jess and made an ass of myself sorry didnt mean any of it if i did. yeah sorry!

I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE! Im a fucking emo fuck and thats whats fucking new. i thought i loved u at one point wanted u to call but oh well im over it and it seems like you are too. so im down with it and we can act like nothing was there but i guess theres not im done with it all. lets move on with all the fake feelings and all the bullshit cuz thats ( Read more... )

so im sitting in english and im gonna write in this insted of writting about myself because i dont think that going to school and feeding in to the day to day shit about school is so important because people have to lie about what they want in life. cars money and lie make people happy rite? so whats the point. ill be unhappy with being poor and ( Read more... )

Wow its been a while since i have wrote so what the hell. me and heather had a little tiff today like always. she thinks that only she can be mad but i cant get mad sometimes too. i really rather not deal with the drama that she feels to have today.

well im done.

~cassiya~

why do people lie? my girlfriend has lied,my family has, my friends have. i just cant take the lies, fucking step up when u do shomething. i dont really see the point in have a life outside of school. just sit in my room and think of new ways to be fucking emo like the rest of the world. ill start to cut so the pain will go away and for the ones ( Read more... )

so today was not the best day of my life i cried and then i talked to jess. shes so freaking funny. she wont give me her lj nmae but i found it. whats up now? yeah! ows cool? cuz im not. wow totaly gonna go crazy i want to see me jessica. last time i saw her was at the play and we couldnt talk. thats sad, ill go jump off my roof now. jessica you ( Read more... )

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hey everybody! im at school sitting next to sammy! so Heather and I are doing really good! i love her so much. I'm going to both her things for school, plus i go to the band thing at 6 and wait for her to be done. I want everything to be like it was. but its all good if its not. im so tired! lunch is so late today because of psats. its crap! oh ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in my room thinking and i thought about calling someone but then realized i dont really have anyone who gets me or knows me. sometimes i think who would really care if i were to die right this second? i know that people will be sad but everyone would forget about it within the next mouth. i just dont care any more i just feel like ( Read more... )