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wow a public post...
this was a reply i just posted to a comment on a friends post about marriage... i had to share it here cause i found it to be a good representation of how i feel and slightly humorous at the same time ( Read more... ) -
thurs ... a few thought processes to document as my meds kick in....
so the first one i have that i want remembered is this... i have pretty much been about as sedentary as a human being can be without melding into their bedsheets for almost 2 years now, as a result of that i have to remember that between that fact, my back problems and tearing the ACL in my right knee in the not so distant past that it is going to ( Read more... ) -
and on to thursday we go....
today i woke up to take my newly found magic pill about 1:30 and went back to sleep and didnt finally wake for the day till three ok 9hrs, still way less sleep than usual for me. but in spite of that fact i still feel lucid and coherent, something i'm not used to for the first couple hours of my day especially ( Read more... ) -
wednesday....
so i wake up take my pill about 1:15, deal with a neighbor i am starting not to like that is banging on my door without my waking to realize it until my alarm went off.. and decide i dont need to go back to sleep.. ok this is wierd.. less than 1/2 my normal amount of sleep and i wake up lucid, happy and energetic, wow, havent felt like this in ( Read more... ) -
where the good part begins.
it really started last month at my pain dr we finally found something that worked at a reasonable dose that could actually be prescribed.. it was percocet, i can take 6 daily, so once again however, i was back to the 4-6hrs of relief and 6-8 hrs of misery cause i was breaking my whole days supply into 2 doses instead of 3 or 6 because it let me ( Read more... ) -
a little bit of background before this goes anywhere....
for several years now i have been battling my psychiatric and physical demons namely bipolar disorder and what some say is fibromyalgia and what others havent bothered trying to diagnose that bsically consists of a combination of debilitating fatigue and lack of motivation, chronic sometimes very severe pain, and a lack of ability to process ( Read more... ) -
new filter.....
ok folks.. if any of you even pay attention to this anymore since i never post. I am starting a new filter to put all my spewing, regurgitation, and general unloading about the recovery process i am entering in so that its not bothering those who dont really care and hate tl;dr. I will warn you now, there will be much, much tl;dr, there will be ( Read more... ) -
just a thought...
to all the people that have told me they would keep my health in their thoughts and hope for me to eventually get better, THANK YOU! i am going through an overwhelmingly needed reversal in my condition and am already back to a point closer to the me i knew and loved over the years than i ever thought i would be, and i believe firmly that it is at ( Read more... ) -
happy birthday to....
my favorite little sis in 2 hours and 15 min we shall have a great time tomorrow i promise. -
happy b-day to....
nancynewt happy birthday.. hope you enjoy it and your trip.