well me and kellee are pretty much done ( Read more... )

got a lot of mixed feelings ( Read more... )

i havent done this in a long god damn time ( Read more... )

i dont do this ever and was bored today ( Read more... )

well today was a lot better cause i hung out with charles and we were bored together....
and got along better with emily : )

and i got scratched the fuck up by my bastard cat and now i have 5 cuts from it and 2 scars..

When i think about all the things i'm doing i regret so much
i never should have
i could have waited
Why did i avoid it

i cant stop thinking about what im losing
she is stronger im happy but sad

well i just found out today that i still have my livejournal....so i think ill start talking in it...

but im not gonna get personal because whenever i tell someone something personal 2 fucking seconds later i get to hear it again by someone else....

so im doing pretty bad this weekend i thourally cleaned my room and i feel better.

i havent updated in a while and i dont really want to right now...
um ive been working my ass off for the past month and that really sux!
ive been on vacation and went to utah and need to hang out with friends more and take out some of the cuts that dont matter to me time wise.

today i got the goods for the sweet ass party on thursday!!!!!!

yesterday was fun:went to a movie w/ some friends and some......other stuff

i cant stand being away from emily and i am so so so so bored when im not with her.....
if anyone has a solution as something to do when alone please give the idea.....