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[doomed_sisi]

To all my friends:

I'm not sorry I did this. I just can't take it anymore. Don't feel sad. It most definately wasn't your fault, and you guys should know that. I luv you all. And hope you all have great lives growing up. But I don't want to live anymore, so I won't. Hopefully this time it'll work,

Goodbye, I love you all

Comments

[anonymous]

f*ckin hell.. dont worry im not a anonymous person who leaves f*ckin well disgusting comments i dont have a lj.. i never knew sisi, never did, yet im crying rite now cos the last entry is so sad.. f*ck those people who left repulsive comments i DONT SUPPOSE YOU WOULD BE THE SAME IF ONE OF YOUR FREINDS COMMITED SUICIDE!! my GOd they made me SO mad.. i swear.. too stupid to leave an name or e-mail adress!! anyway sisi I hope she is happy now.

RIP Sisi ...

Trina
xtimexafterxtimex@hotmail.com

[punkrawkangel69]

I know now why you did this. I never understood before, but if you even just read through the comments here it's apparent. We tried to help, but it was too late. I've kept my promise as best as I could, even though I've tried otherwise. It's been awhile since I've glanced through what's written here, and I almost wish I hadn't. It isn't the pain we're supposed to remember, it's the good times, the laughter, the friendships we all had with you. I know I couldn't save you. I know that no one else could have either. This happened for a reason, and we all learned from it, even though I wish it could have been in an easier way to handle. I won't be so selfish as to say if I could bring you back I would because that's not what you wanted. After all, if it was you'd be here with us right now. All I can say now is yet another good bye, with all my love.

Cherry

You're deeply missed..

[purple_brain]

I know that no one else could have either.

All suicides are preventable. Check out the last few entries here. How much more of a warning sign did you need??

[punkrawkangel69]

Most of us didn't even know about her livejournal until afterwards.

[purple_brain]

I overheard someone remark once that our loved ones never really go away, they just get harder to see. The pain isn't who she was. I'm sure she still wants you to be strong.

[citsa]

Happy Birthday
I love you and miss you so much. staying alive is one of the hardest things to do in live. life is sometimes just to hard and all you can think about it ending it. I wish i could have helped you more there isnt a day that goes by where i dont think about you. I would have loved to see how you would have been now. once i meet you on that school bus you just were so consistent you turned around and i wasnt in a good mood you keeped telling me to smile and i keeped saying no...then you did your little smile trick..you would ask me to put my pointer finger on one side of my cheek (corner of lips) then the other pointer finger on the other side and you would say to push them up and you would do it along with me...i remember the first time you did that to me and i didnt even think of what i was doing and before i know it you had me smiling.
I miss you and will always love you
AJ (I know you liked to call me that in notes because i was always asking for a nickname)

sisi

[hottpink_crayon]

hello sisi. i didnt know you. im a year yunger then you too. i read your diary. i feel really bad u had to go through with this. i wish someone could have helped you. i wish I could have helped you if i knew you. please mey u be happy in heaven. and have a better life there and be happier. part of me is sad u died, because u didnt deserve to kill yourself. if i would have known u i would have been there for you. the other part i feel is that in heaven, your happy, and u no longer have to suffer. i miss you (even if i didnt know you) and everyone who knew sisi, be strong, she is an angel now, she is watching over all her friends, i know it. and she wants the best for all of you.

love brandi

Re: sisi

[darq_one]

"if i would have known u i would have been there for you."

-That's what I said./ and We were there for her as much as she let us./

1yr and 4months. I wonder how your mom is. Times have been hard lately.
It was sweet 16 this year.
and tonight..is a (dam cold night, trying to figure out this life)

-In our thoughts.

I'm sorry sisi

[anonymous]

i never knew you but i knew of you and I'm sorry. I'm sorry that all these jackasses left all these mean and rude comments, you don't deserve it. The obviously had no respect, or decency. I love you and I wish you could still be here.