I really don't know what I'm supposed to feel, but I feel angry because someone decided that I didn't care simply because I didn't notice them around or not around. Apparently not noticing someone means that a person doesn't care. I really don't understand how that can be taken so personally. Everyone has a life of their own and it's up to each ( Read more... )

She'll hit herself in the head but not me.  It's cruel to watch... to know it happened... and to know I couldn't do a thing to stop it.  People punish themselves for the strangest things.  Apparently I'm not above that either.  I keep hearing that I could lie to everyone else but not myself.

You know that bit about your emotions can't be trusted?  ( Read more... )

They say life takes you where you want to go... so if you want good things (and actually pursue them) they will eventually happen.  well, I got the wanting part down.  I'm fantasizing about what I want to do constantly.  If that's "channelling into the mind" I'd have to say that's definitely not repression, because I don't feel burdened by it when ( Read more... )

Everyone does the best they can with what they have.  Don't be content with it.  Always seek to improve ( Read more... )

Great, now one of them is unable to admit what I did (or is simply refusing to) and is blaming it on the shadow ( Read more... )

Note to self: jotting down thoughts and feelings as well as grabbing snippets of material read is more important than fully understanding the material.  Ideas and thoughts can be sorted as a process just like anything else.  Compulsively reading material to avoid writing down important stuff is not ( Read more... )

I have such troubling snippets... it seems the two cannot come to terms with how much they should be in each other's personal space.  It's driving her nuts.  It's driving him nuts. I'm not surprised Raine lashed out at him because he was hurting her ( Read more... )

Come to me, my Nyoko, come to me,
For he is a fool in his own right.
He pushes when he must yield,
And lets go when he must hold tight.

Come to me, my Nyoko, for I cannot come to you,
While you wear his ring I am held at bay.
Cast off his burden, and be free...
Do not be a slave of your own making.

~ <3 -I love you- <3 ~

Sorting some thoughts ( Read more... )

( A blade. )