its sad how bizarre i thought it was to leave private posts on livejournal. i still find it a little odd, but i think i finally feel it necessary to utilize. why you ask? rhetorical you of course. because i want to vent, to cry, to yell, to question, to mumble without allowing anyone to really know to what extent ive gone mad ( Read more... )

so its been awhile. practically a whole semester in fact. one week of classes and a week and a half of exams, and i can proudly (?) say I officially have one more year of my undergraduate career ( Read more... )

so its the end. holy poo. it certainly doesnt feel like its been an entire semester, like ive been taking these classes three and a half months, like its been that long since i was in france, like my sister has moved away and is about to return to the area, like i have attended two of the three weddings in my family this fall, one of my cousin's is ( Read more... )

lifes a funny thing.
its the little things you know, but the big things dont hurt too much either.

the time will come, the walrus said, to talk of many things.

lovely relieving revelations have been had. maybe finally life can move on and break new ground in the realm of friendships. i suppose ill find out in a week or something. who knows ( Read more... )

the question in rent of how we measure a year? thats a fascinating question. i think in some ways i measure times in cups of coffee, in deaths, in weddings, in tears, in report cards. but in love, i dont measure anything in that.

so this past weekend was reading day weekend, so i didnt have classes on mon or tues. this equated to a wonderfully long weekend, yet half of it was spent with me myself and i, and while i normally really enjoy alone time, this weekend i dont think it was exactly what i needed. i did a little too much inner-soul searching crap that was simply over- ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Liberal
(86% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(8% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

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so ive been back now for two and a half weeks ( Read more... )

so tonight, per usual, was bridge night where we have a picnic on this bridge over the seine and sit for the evening with cheese and wine. tonight was our last wed on the bridge, so its only appropriate for it to go out with a bang, that bang unfortunately included cops searching us and a creepy stalker man, but it merely made the evening eventful ( Read more... )