I... Don't really have much to say. I never check this?

What do I want right now... a home. Not this... half-life. I love this place, but I hate the people. I'm ready I'm so so ready.... only I'm not ready at all and the idea terrifies me. what to do what to do...

knitting list update.

Finished:
DNA wristwarmers (Paige Xmas 2009)
Who Scarf
Ruffle arm warmers
Anarchist's Beer Cozy
Coffee Cozies (7)
Oversized FailHat
Modified Who Scarf (Alex Xmas 2009)
Anarchy Racing Scarf (Matt Xmas 2009)
Racing mitts (Matt Xmas/Bday 2010)
Spirogyra wristwarmershead kerchief for me ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about mom a lot lately. not in a good 'warm memories' way, but in a bad triggered sort of way. I feel like... even tho I've had time, I haven't healed. I haven't let the wound air, haven't applied enough ointments, just wrapped it up out of sight out of mind. Am I infected? heart poisoning ( Read more... )

this is me, posting an entry ( Read more... )

Tryin out the lj phone app. unlike most phone things, this doesn't automatically capitalize the first word in a sentence, so expect lowercase I guess?
it's summer. it's cool and a little damp and that's great. no job, no school, and... I forgot about Jesse n.'s web dev class. whoops. interested in skilled trades right now, but just an overwhelming ( Read more... )

welp. I think the interview went SWIMMINGLY ( Read more... )

knitting list update.

Finished:
DNA wristwarmers (Paige Xmas 2009)
Who Scarf
Ruffle arm warmers
Anarchist's Beer Cozy
Coffee Cozies (7)
Oversized FailHat
Modified Who Scarf (Alex Xmas 2009)
Anarchy Racing Scarf (Matt Xmas 2009)
Racing mitts (Matt Xmas/Bday 2010)
Spirogyra wristwarmershead kerchief for me ( Read more... )

let's see. First, the hopes ( Read more... )

*does the disappearing Jess act*

also, mmmm count chocula.

Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day
 
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