Brandon comes out with flying colors. Victorious but not unscathed. I finished all my projects and got decent grades to boot. I was hugely dissapointed though for a while and even doubted all my value of all my struggles here at SFSU when neither Tazer nor Zombie Feast made it past Film Previews and into Film Finals. I was literally crushed just ( Read more... )

Naturally I am behind on the behemoth amount of work that I got myself into. And haha! I signed onto three more projects! And I've had a shitty couple weeks. I don't even have the energy to write about it. But to say that it was shitty is an underestimation. I am in a sad state. I call Noriko and and tell her about all my struggles and woes and ( Read more... )

So just like last semester I signed on to too many projects. I was telling Ben that I only wanted to work on personal projects this semester and the week after I had signed onto four films that weren't mine. Of course they are all films that I want to work on for one reason of the other. First of all my personal projects include a interpretation of ( Read more... )

I just finished filling out my graduation application. As I held it in my hands I kissed it. This little bad boy represents four years of actual blood sweat and tears ( Read more... )

After a long hiatus I am back. After long periods of not writing in this journal I begin to think to myself that I don't need it anymore. But I constantly think about the lost private thoughts that I don't share with anyone else and how I think that they are important to document. As I fade to nothing in the course of my life, these meager pages ( Read more... )

So I've been really meaning to write here but things were getting pretty hectic. I am done with my cinematography final!!! And now I am biting at the bit with anxiousness about the film getting developed. I put my everything into this little film and I'm hundreds of dollars in dept on credit cards. I posted a lot of pics on my facebook and some on ( Read more... )

I am getting dizzy from working with all this liquid latex. It smells like melted permanent markers. Right now I'm making prosthetics body parts for my next film which just so happens to be a zombie film. I've got a lot of happenings going on and not enough time to talk about it ( Read more... )

So much has happened. I've been so busy. I really don't have time for myself, much less time for this journal. I have been submerged in film work every weekend since school started. School is starting to slip away. I registered for classes just yesterday for my last semester. I saw a counseler to get grad advice. He simply said, "Brandon you're ( Read more... )

I was really mad at Laura a couple weeks ago. She wronged the whole lot of senior Cinema Collective members and she wronged me directly. She has widened the rift between the CC officers and the senior members, a move that is all together un wise ( Read more... )

Last week Saturday was Patrick's screening of "Phase!" Over a year long to make! Spanning an epic 40 mins long! Phase was a film to be remembered for its number of hardships in all stages of production. Patrick himself facing an uphill battle against crews with low moral and spectators with narrow vision. I myself complained quite a bit about the ( Read more... )