i have become and adick. to coffee and to the whitener.. i have to have my teeth as white as i can get them.. i have become very careful for th way i lok now.. i have put my self on a big diet and have been goign to the gym it seems to be the only think that helps with ym feelings.. i cant hold them in much longer..i dont know how long this will ( Read more... )

wow i have had a crayz month lost th elove of my life and so much more.. i am not sure what i want right now or who i am or were i should eb or even if i should be here at times.i cant take it the in out and of the doc offices and tests and the feeling alone .. just wanting someone there. i have to say that i am sure i am the only person in the ( Read more... )

do yo ever have that feeling that someone is going to hurt you but you cant say anything. you feel left out in the cold about it...not sure how to ask or do anything.... weird times....

::tear::

people just dont understand no matter how hard you try they just call tell or say anything nice. ok ok. main guys but still. i try and try to get the nice ass body look cute and do w/e i can to be a good friend. not those crazy ass girls tat you just want to hit up side the head. so yea i try but it just never works i am just not made to look cute ( Read more... )

wow i cant tell you the last time i undated in this thing. it is true myspace takes over your life. but i think everything as has as well. between skewl work and tryign to have a life but not really having one. it is hard to do everything. you want......it has been crazy but i love being in college it seems that i have grown up so much just from ( Read more... )

my loving boyfriend helped me put up a myspace.....

http://www.myspace.com/13715336

i wish i could just tell you the truth but i cant find the words to put it in to, or a way to tell you. cuz i am scread your just going to laugh.

ok i cant stand it. i hate how anyone see girls as girlie girls. if you know me well, you know i am not like that. that i can take more then most guys do. I CAN HANDL IT ( Read more... )

had a pretty good night i was the good girl friend and took her loving boyfriend to see the movie he had been wanting to see. but i made him see something i wanted to see even tho he had seen it before. so i was nice hehe the movie turned out ok btu leaves you hanging for a little bight then i took him home and head home my self ( Read more... )

why is it for going on 3 weeks now i cant sleep as well as i use to. what is my mind thinking about. i really dont know. it is killing me i wake up in the mid of the night, with this pain in my chest and then there is no going bac to sleep for me. i normal can sleep like nothing and i dont wake up till morning. but there is something wrong ( Read more... )