so i reapply for financial aid (cuz i didn't qualify the first time)...

and i got my results back today....

and...

I DIDNT QUALIFY AGAIN!!!!!

this sucks.

man.. i've been really sad.

what the fuck. what's done is done. nobody cares. nothing really happened between us. so i don't understand. now do i realize.. you're shallow. you are soooo frikin shallow, it's not even funny. i know what you said. fuck you! i hate it how people can like someone based solely off their looks, and go out with them. and then they like someone based ( Read more... )

so what, you guys? i'm the happiest i've been in a long time. :( you hurt my feelings. i know i talk alot about kevin. he just makes me really happy. he's like the BESTEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!! >>>you don't even know!

i have to go now.
kevin's calling.

he's soo cool. he wrote me a song. haven't heard it yet; i have to download itunes. TAKING FOREVER!!!!

... :(

i've been feeling so violent lately. i want everyone to die. then i'm gonna kill myself. wtf is wrong with me. and even worse... i feel stephon is the only one that can fix it. even MORE worse.. i told him how i wanted to kill him, and now he won't even talk to me anymore. so i guess it won't get fixed until i tell stephon the whole truth. which i ( Read more... )

-List ten things you want to say to people but you know you never will ( Read more... )

i died my hair black. black like my broked heart.

so... i'm still so confused. but single. hmm.
that book cesar had was a big help.
i had fun last night.
i have a car now.
my brother finally got kicked out of the house.