people on myspace scare me.

what a surprise. he better have my money this time.

WHO THE FUCK IS PRIMARYSALMON?!!!! SOMEBODY TELL ME, PLEASE.

ever since i had my baby i've been dying. i had an epidural (5 months ago) and my leg is still numb!!and i have chronic pains in my back.. and the worst part is the epidural didn't even work through the whole delivery. I FELT THE WHOLE DAMN THING!!!!! and now i'm sick sick and i've been missing alot of school... what's even worse is that i got my ( Read more... )

it's weird that until now i never really realized how immature i really was. now i worry about rent and bills, i worry about having a job. all sorts of things. and now i have to worry about how i'm going to eat, cuz i'm pregnant. i realize that i will most likely never have the things i want in life. but whatever. now i have a baby and stephon. ( Read more... )

it's immediately after graduation. and there's chicken!!!!! and... it's at my house.... so.. yeah. COME!!!!!!

when he says he's "thinking"... it means he's mad at me.

he says i changed alot. growing up takes changes.

nobody understands. i don't think they ever will. it's hard to explain something to someone when they don't understand where you're coming from... or where you've been for that matter.

alot of stuff has been happening. i don't think i'm going to FIDM. which is depressing. i'm not even sure if i'll graduate. i lost one of my best friends. i regret alot of things i've done in the past; and yet, i still do them. i want to apologize for.. well.. hurting someone i hold very close to my heart.. i don't even thinks he knows how i really ( Read more... )

is it natural to be insecure about yourself? cuz i know i am all the time. i'll think i'm ugly or fat. then i get some reassurance and feel so much better about myself. it's weird. but for some reason it only makes me feel better if it's a stranger. of course your friends will do or say anything to make you feel better. but when a stranger does it ( Read more... )