I'm not good enough. I believe this most of the time. I know it sounds absurd. I know. I know I must believe this because of all the other things I think, the way my mind chases me around ( Read more... )

I feel lonely. I wonder if I stay up too late hanging on the internet cause I'm lonely ( Read more... )

I know I'm a moody bitch lately.
Honestly I'm mostly just waiting for my feelings to change.

Maybe I'm not good enough.

Maybe instead of fighting that thought I can just say, well shit, maybe you're right. Maybe there are 10,000 things I cannot do, or be. This is probably true.
However, I am good enough to be. This is self evident. See, look, I am being. :)

I just got called Noelly belly. :)

In other news:
http://www.wired.com/wiredscience/2013/04/consciousness-after-death/
Consciousness After Death: Strange Tales From the Frontiers of Resuscitation Medicine

I'm really glad someone is doing this work.

I'm gonna go to a Buddha's Birthday party on the 25th at a very beautiful temple.
I'm kinda excited about it. :)
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Okay, I had too much. I know this now.
Why must red wine taste so awesome?

Man this house has got the static, it's staticy but apparently that's not a word.
Makes me itchy. Been like this for a least a couple days now.

Bought this book recently.

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My room smells like honey. Beeswax candles are awesome. :)