I am sitting here in my office.
I am so bored.
I think way too much.
It makes me sick.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Am I a psycho?
Am I a freak?
I am weird.
And I like women.
I love them.
They are gorgeous.
Beautiful.

I might be gone forever soon.
I dont want this to happen.
Im scared. Very scared.
I dont know what to do.
Im 16. Only 16.
Help.
Please.
Help me.
Im begging you.

i just came ^home^ from a big ass fight. got punched 2 times... bad...sucks...ambulance and mps came. i had to write a report and go into the ambulance car. they wanted to take me with to do an xray but i didnt want to because i was pissed so fuck that. i got punched in the eye and my jaw. i can barely see. its really bright and it hurts to open it ( Read more... )

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Its 600 right now...bedtime?! NO!

Last night I got kinda trashed and Matt,Lian and me stayed at Sierras. I didnt go to sleep till almost 1030 this morning. I fell a sleep in that chair and I woke up at about 130-200. I am so fucking tired. Im going to go back tonight... GETTING TRASHED AGAIN.... SWEET...I met somebody last night... hes going to help me fix my bike. YES! So ahm.. ( Read more... )