I don't use Livejournal anymore... unless I want to have a emotional rant on life.

I feel like I am emotionally dead these days.  I miss when everything mattered, and I felt passionate for what I did.

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Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move ( Read more... )

www.fourAMepiphany.com

it isnt anything yet.  But ideally I'll make public posts there... maybe.

I might still come back to the ol' LJ for friend posts... if anyone still uses LJ..

weird to be back in my home. With many memories, good and the worst, it is a oddly comfortable and familiar place.  Yet I am leaving.  Others will come to live in what was once mine.  It'll never be as it was. I'll only have those memories.  Once I move out, those feelings trapped in that place will slowly leave too.

On to new things.  not always

I should see the works of others as inspirations...
... not comparisons to my own works or lack thereof.

So I was in a bar near the beach in Costa Rica... and I met this artist named Steve. He was just doing doodles while all the young travelers got silly.  We spoke for sometime, he'd be traveling for a while ( Read more... )

so my current main goal in life... is also the name of a band ( Read more... )

so I'm back in Michigan.  No real direction. Might have a job. Won't know when if I do.  My legs are different lengths. I am happy to be back in Michigan. I don't know if I want to stay here... or ride my bike around the US for a year or so.  Except someone stole my bike. fuckers.  never steal.  all I do know... is I can't stay in my parent's house ( Read more... )

imagine yourself in an alternative world ( Read more... )

Before you read too much, I am a hypocrite. I don't live or act perfectly as I would like, but I do want to improve my actions and life.

As some of you might know I no longer play ultimate at the University, which was a difficult decision but ultimately I have no regrets. The extra time as helped me learn a lot about myself and focus more of my ( Read more... )