DAILY INventOry ( Read more... )

i am feeling a little immature and childllike right now ( Read more... )

i haven't entered a entry online in a really long time.My life is going pretty good now. I am clean and in recovery. I have a wonderful sponser but i am still looking to get someone closer to my age or more spiritually inlne with me. I am in love. This ones the lasting kind.She is so amazing and smart. i love her to pieces. there is nothing about ( Read more... )

People will always have opinions. I am just so sick of people trying to "protect" me. I am not some fragile little thing that needs to be looked after. if i ant to date a girl who's never a gf b4 then let me. I am no fool. i went through in my mind everything that i was getting myself into. i still do what i want. life is too short to fucking be ( Read more... )

I am single because i won't settle for another that just wants to control me.Now i have standards that have set my spirit free.Unconditional love is all i seek.Her shoes won't be easy to fill, cuz baby i'm hard to keep ( Read more... )

why do i even bother?it seems like absolutly everything keeps getting worse and worse and i am so overwhelemed and sick of fucking pizza and i just want to get fucked up and forget everything. i work 6 days a week and i still cant even afford to live here. I love megan but this is makign it fucking impossable for me to get on my feet. its not ( Read more... )

well now that i can't stop i want to. so i went to a meeting.got the key tag...whole nine yards...even asked Shannon for help...and then asked her to be my sponser last nite. She of course did say yes indeed ( Read more... )

so things happen ( Read more... )

werent spossed to see this...so for now on i am writing in my journal like im the only one whos reading it ever and im not even going to think about who seen it or whatever. if u read it just read it. dont ? anything u see...dont gimmie advice unless i ask for it...and dont comment to me saying its not that bad either...just let it be in cyber ( Read more... )

....so the reason im up right now at 7am is cuz i gotta go up to sunco b/c my friend Nicole works there n i'm starting there at 7.50 an hour part time this week 2-10 weds and midnights fri n sat...and then ill be full time after this week...and i can most likly keep my pizza job too just be p.t. there. so i have to work 4-10 at torominos fri n sat ( Read more... )