the boats got a hole in it and for a while i was sinking with it...but then i patched the hole...so now i'm just tryin to stay a float and get all the water outta my boat.

i hate myself so bad ( Read more... )

im not stoned wish i was...but im sick and sad and im really really poopy its a rough life...i hate myself right now...i keep fucking everythin up at usually.

Keith Urban - Making Memories Of Us Lyrics ( Read more... )

i am pretty happy right now...been having crazy crazy times...my lifes a fucking mess b/c of my madness...i dont understand how neone still talks to me ( Read more... )

so this one time...like yesterday...i was really really sick...but i was like really wanting to get fucked up. So i hunged out w/Nicole and b/c i was sick and had no usage of my tastebuds we got fum SoCo ....and were gunna go to OckotberFest in Redford...but we didnt end up going. so i started drink at like 11:30 and i was so trashed i dont even ( Read more... )

omfg...i am so crazy without my meds...but for the first time ever i taked through a "freak out" and didnt do anything to hurt myself or neone else...i can't even believe megan still is layin in my bed after alla this...whoa. thats amazing. she unconditionally loves me as her friend and didnt judge me and sat up with me until just now so i could ( Read more... )

so i got posion ivy on my snatch and ass b/c i went piss in the woods.worst experiecne ever lemme tell ya ( Read more... )

omg...i am so going crazy...not only has there been a lot of shit going on between me n heather...but i am really home sick and hate it here. ugh im so irrated.

oh yea coming back to michigan dec 19th-28th to visit yay! love ya and miss ya'll.