i got good news all...yay we are gettin married on May 20th 2007. i aint giving her the ring until valentines though b/c we gotta get a car and apartment and our 4 cats (two were born on my bday aww) and stuff fixed when they are big enuff n stuff. and so i dont wanna go broke. but i was gunna ask Liz in NA or wa stil kinda i guess i dunno never ( Read more... )

its really kinda hard not knowing anyone. and b/c i have a big mouth and bitched out maria heather 40somethhing yr old ex that called her a slut and talked shit about her before i got here but everytime i was with heather she wouldnt say a thing...then the few times i aint been there n heather seen maria by herself shes gunna start shit.well lol ( Read more... )

well its monday morning...i have to work @ 4 yippie...then again tuesday and wednesday.fucking mosquito bites grrr....lol. and my backs a lil tender but besides that i am all gravy.my weekend was nice...just relaxed and stayed high majority of the time lol. Last night at like 11:30 me n heather went for a nice long walk.hehehe we went to the bridge ( Read more... )

omgeez....whoa...i cant really say much except...whoa man. lol ugh i keep having hot flshes but yea oh my ....ugh yea lol k bye

ok lets go back about a week and walk ya'll through this ( Read more... )

so just another day in paradise...lol is so fucking pretty here...me and heather got to use her dads car today so i could fill out some applications and we took the sencetic route....its so pretty here.and i dunno i m just really happy. and really glad with my decision...still tird and cant seem to get rested b.c some1's wearing me out lol....but ( Read more... )

hi people...i am just updating b.c i miss ya'll and i got the pics from my birthday and they are so great....but neways i am having a great time and staying stoned! lol well peace n love for now....sharebear

yay....so i arrived at my babys crib yesterday...omg its so cute they way she says yesterday! I am so in love...i am having the time of my life and chances are i'm not coming back until christmas now...hope u michiganders will be able to live w/out me for that long! ugh i am so happy ( Read more... )

i cant fucking wait to go away from this life here. everyone well basically everyone just thinks that i am doing it to run away. and the trsuh is as long as i am here i have no reason to live, i have mom and kevin babing me and paying all my bills so why the fuck should i grow up. maybe once i am there and happy and have a reason and have to rely ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO SEE MY BABY THIS WEEKEND...AND I WON'T BE BACK UNTIL ETEMBER 10TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so excited....so i guess thursday @ stiletto's is going to be my going away/bday party! i can't fucking wait til tomorrow cuz i am going to comos in ann arbor w/ megan and her gf and friends...yay! and then cake n ice cream with the family ( Read more... )