well i am a happy camper. i got the best relationship in the world. me and jenny are a bunch of people are gunna be at stilettos yay! my bday isnt going to suck after all...and my life is just going a lot better. i am looking for a job again but i ain't too worried about that. my lip is so hot! almost healed and it looks fucking sweet it turned out ( Read more... )

why i am so happy...how can i not be i have my soul mate ( Read more... )

this is what me and jessika talked bout after she read my entry...i guess i still have a few friends left...but its not how it used to be ( Read more... )

i dunno i got really mad,sad, and depressed lastnite b/c came home early b.c jones was talkings hit about me adn i heard him and sarah didnt do nething. i woulda killed him had i touched him. fucking pussy didnt say a word to me when i confronted him...lil bitch. fuck sarah what kinda friend lets someone talk shit about someone they care about ( Read more... )

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well i know my girl friend is as fun as me...and as much of a dork as me. and only a month older than me. and we get eachother...soul mates... is how we like to look at it ( Read more... )

so ever since my last enrty things have been going great. I hung out with two of the people i wrote about a and i am really happy my birsthdays almost here and i got my lip pierced and won 100 bucks at bingo and got a new girlfriend...i put pics of her on mspace...and everythings just going really well...oh and i hungout with jessika and that was ( Read more... )

The Girlfriend Application...who'd have thought...and why didn't someone give me this years ago ( Read more... )

i want the people i mentioned in my last entry to read it but i don't. i feel like such a loser and having them read it may give them insight but it will also put my heart on the table to just stop beating and be left for dead or make em think i am really crazy or i dunno maybe make someone that i like see that they aren't the only person i am ( Read more... )

i dont really know where to begin...how bout the fact that im a loser and all alone and hate myself and just want to take a brand new razor and go take all this crap inside me and make it just go away and be numb for a while ( Read more... )