I haven't written in a long time, but right about now there are a few things I need to get off my chest. You know, I can never be happy. I really want to be with you. Like REALLY. But obviously, it's not going to happen. I will never be good enough, pretty enough, hot enough... I will never be what you want. In a way, I think God is telling me ( Read more... )

So um... Somebody requested I write in my livejournal after idk like 5 years maybe... And um I hope you're satisfied... Hmm seems like you owe me... You know what you should do... :D...

I 4got... Ttyl B-E-A-utifuls

so listen 2 this... I wake up at 10 something (earliest ever) and my aunt calls me at 12 and is like I'm gonna pick u up, were going 2 abuelas house... I'm like alright... Michelle, the goddaughter is 2 cute lemme tell u... She's the shit and part of the reason 2 every heartbeat... Then I played with my cousins... They're the shyt 2... We played ( Read more... )

2dai was a berry good dai indeed... Actually this whole fucking weekend was wonderful... Thursday my auntie lisa picks me up during the day, we pick up my cousins, then my uncle and we went shopping... Then tia lisa drops me and my 2 cousins, gus and bex, off at my auntie mercis house... We sleep over and Friday morning we went 2 the pool... YEAS I ( Read more... )

I'm over him!!! So things can b like normal again... YEY!! haha im so stupid

So I slept like snorlax yesterdai and woke up at around 8 or earlier... I cleaned my bathroom... In the process my sister calls saying she was coming 2 pick me up... I was so excited 2 go out with her... So I didn't eat nething and we went 2 Starbucks... Mind u... I HATE COFFEE!!! But I got a Strawberries n Creme frap and it was really good... So ( Read more... )

2dai was wonderful... My abs r sore... which is awesome I think the feeling is hott... lol... I'm gonna go out with my sister this saturday morning... I'm gonna watch Pirates of the carribean at night... I got Marco's letter which made my fucking day... bitch... lmao... Thank God 4 last night cuz hey after the worst comes the best woot woot... ( Read more... )

It's time 2 write a poem lol

2dai was flucking awesome... I stayed home from work 2dai... I did zumba, worked out a little... I took a shower and helped my dad with the roof... I'm a roofer ppl... Then my sister gets here... I talked 2 her... We're going out Saturdai morning... It's amazing... I havn't talked 2 her 4ever and I havn't hung out with her since even longer... W/e ( Read more... )

is it bad 2 want somebody this bad???