So, I don't know how many people still actually read Live Journal, but I haven't posted since the day before I left for Romania, so I figured I should. Especially today. If not for anyone else, then for me ( Read more... )

This is it. I'm finishing up packing, getting my hair done, fooding with family, and saying bye to people today....and then tomorrow....eeeeehehehe ( Read more... )

One week from today, right now, I'll be at Gordon, preparing to leave for the airport for ROMANIA! I'm so excited- amazed really, that this actually worked out. I was sure something was gonna go wrong and destroy everything....although we still have a week, so we'll see ( Read more... )

Something in my life actually worked out? Excuse me ( Read more... )

I fought the feeling for a long time, and I'm done. I know I'm not wanted here, or anywhere anymore...or ever. I've never belonged to anybody, I've never been that person someone just NEEDED to be friends with, I've never been special to anyone, I've never been anyone's number one ( Read more... )

IT'S HOLY WEEK! Graaaah I hate holy week. Mass Thursday night, Friday afternoon, Friday night, Saturday night 2 and a half hour vigil, and two Sunday morning. AND it's my spring break.  Fantastic ( Read more... )

HOLY FUCK I NEED TO FUCKING PUNCH SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!

Jesus fucking Christ. Is it really too much to ask to have a good day?! I was so fucking close!

GOOD FUCKING MORNING

Since November, I've been dying to spend time at my house in New Hampshire. I was supposed to go up in December, but plans fell through, and we rent it out this season anyways, because none of us are snow people. I know I'd hate it up there in winter, but when I picture myself up there, it's always summer...stupid, i know. Clearly there are 1,000 ( Read more... )

I'm home now. I just got screamed at by dad because I hate him and I never come home and I don't let him see my grades because I'm clearly not an adult and he can still control me. Fucking bastard. Then he yelled at mom because mom spoke to me, even though she said she was "done with me" last night. So, since she's mature and doesn't hold a grudge ( Read more... )

Mirror's Glass ( Read more... )