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Off life support and out of coma....
A copy of a letter about my story, it pretty much sums it up ( Read more... ) -
Cluttered by life
Why oh Why am I still here? Why oh why cant I die? Why must I push on through everyday? Im just done. I cant handle it anymore. I just cant. Why wont they let me go. I got these ones pulling me back and pushing from the other side. Nobody understands how miserable I am. Why cant they understand? My life is a fake, a fraud, its what I try so hard to ( Read more... ) -
Life Happens...
I feel myself sitting here watching life pass me by with no way to grab on. SOmetimes the pain is so great I hate to ask anybody for help in fear that they just dont understand and will get over it too quickly. Im needing more and more help, I cannot hardly do anything I want to. I push on because of my girls, I love my family. Joey, Mom, Randy, ( Read more... ) -
List of Meds
Mostly for personal use, Im going to list an update of my meds list. I know I forget all too often various details and this is one of those things that I need to keep track of ( Read more... ) -
update~ a personal letter
Just copied and pasted a letter I sent to a friend. It had pretty much everything I wanted to say on my update on here anyway. Im glad not everyone knows about this journal but Im glad its here for the future. For my kids and mom and joey and such. Sorry to friends on my list, I can never remember how to put it behind a link or whatever. Also... ( Read more... ) -
Life Events~ Changes
Wow the past month has been so busy!! Cant beleive the kids went back to school, summer didnt even seem to exist with all my overtime, we never had a vacation this year! But we plan to go to florida in march. Carissa started 7th grade, junior high! I still cant beleive that one, cause I remember being there myself. Except shes in a much bigger ( Read more... ) -
fibro
I started this with a million things on my mind. But I really dont know what to say, where to start. My mind is full of a million dangling hurling thoughts. I wonder so many things about this disease. I have so many feelings. Im scared, I have fears, Im worried, Im embarrased, Im happy, Im releived, I feel validated, and so mnay more. But I think ( Read more... ) -
try this puzzle~ very cool
why wont it work????? errrrrr.... anyway this link will work too I suppose but the embedded thing was way cooler http://five.flash-gear.com/npuz/puz.php?c=v&id=70085&k=76973938
