jus a few thoughts...i stopped at the grocery store after wurk this morning round 6 am...i stepped outta my car and, ..the earth caught my attention...there waza mild chill lingering in the air with a soft smell of dew, flurried clouds were staying the sun that was jus peaking the horizon, and i heard a bird singing......ahhhh SPRING is here...it ( Read more... )

the chinese zodiac...jus a few lines about the snake that i found interesting and keenly exact ( Read more... )

so las nite i was in vegas....met Paul and his friend Scott there....they hada suite at the MGM...i wanted to get there early b 4 they did and hang out in the lobby til they arrived and do sum spying....*chuckles*....but they sped like demons from LA...i would too ina porsche...and got there b 4 i did...so i was gonna hava message sent to their ( Read more... )

Its been a while....so im jus gonna sit here naked and write...stoopidnonsensicalbullshitrattlinginmyhead ( Read more... )

yes....i am here...in the bed of paradise, awaiting ur return...and theres on other place on this earth i would rather b...i think this is what is meant by heaven on earth...and wow!...i dont want it to end...it feels like home when im with u...thank you for everything, for all that u do for me...u r so special to me and i am forever grateful to ( Read more... )

jus things i feel.....stoopid, lonely, longing, naive, gullible, cynnical, apprehensive, cowardice, AM I BEING PLAYED?...is this really a big deal?...should i b feeling these things?...r things really ok?... y is it this difficult to trust?...am i wrong?...r my fears warranted?...is all this bullshit?...my mind feeds me these thoughts and feelings ( Read more... )

GAWD WHER DO I BEGIN?.....IVE BEEN AN EMOTIONAL WREC LATELY...MY MIND PLAYS ME AND KILLS ME...AND SUCCEEDS EVERYTIME...I DUNNO Y I LISTEN TO IT...I SHOULD ALWAYS TRUST MY HEART...MY MIND ALWAYS LEADS ME IN THE WRONG DIRECTION...YET STILL I FOLLOW...CUZ ITS LOGICAL?...LOGIC HAS PROVED TO B UNTRUSTWORTHY FOR ME...TRUST...THERS ONE FOR YA...AS OF THE ( Read more... )

last entry i swear.....dreams i had today...i slept at like 3 this afternoon....hopin it would change my mood...and it did to sum extent...but i had weird dreams ( Read more... )

1) stoopid drivers-specially when its raining ( Read more... )

so today....i talked wit my sis...drama drama wit my mom...i never realized how much ova drama queen my mom is...and i jus cant stand that...so my sis and her hub are assuming my moms house payments, since my mom cant afford it no mo...she hadta sign sum legal documents today and apparently she threw a fit bout it sayn sumthing or other....i dont ( Read more... )