I am filled with anger.
I want to look you in the face and scream at you.
Nothing is the same.
Best friends this.
This is not a case of we were best friends before and we should be best friends after.
It was never JUST best friends alone to being with.
This is a case of me subtly being demoted to just like any one else standing in the room around us.
You ( Read more... )

 "When I think of you and me and what we shared, I know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights we spent by the sea, a "fling" that, in the long run, would mean absolutely nothing. Thats why I don't tell people about us. They wouldn't understand, and I don't feel the need to explain, ( Read more... )

 Dear you,

You will never know that this is meant for you.
But i have to say this, i'm sorry.

Love, Dori. 
 

 the hardest part is not forgiving.
the hardest part is about forgetting.
i understand this
but i can't stand it.
i just can't bring myself to forget it.
I'm staring at the milk that is spilt out of the glass
I don't want to drink the milk
I'm just sour that its out of the glass.
I know its all about control, maturity and understanding.
But each time i ( Read more... )

Who is your best friend?
The one who parties with you or the one who cleans up with you after the party?
 

 for the first time in weeks
i'm crying.
but don't give up dori.
you're already halfway there.
 

 I've been having lonesome thoughts.
Some part of me feels, empty. 
I just want to get away.
Sit somewhere, with someone comfortable and not talk.
in silence.
 

 I just feel that its a pity, that we started off so well.
and now, we don't even say hi and bye to each other anymore.
its really saddening to seen a good friendship fade away so easily.
 

 Stupid glen.
Because of him, i have become so confused.
I came to terms with some things in my heart and my head.
and its like crazy.
just totally crazy. 
omg what am i thinking la.

 You should go left.
and I will go right.
We've wasted enough time.
But i think we should kiss,so we can take it with us to play in our minds.
And if you feel a tear falling on your lips, that would be mine.