He confuses the hell out of me. I have been second guessing myself on our situation. I think I'm going to live my life how I had been before yesterday afternoon's phone call. Ahhh...

I don't think it's fair for me to have to wait, but life is NOT fair. Never has been.

Even though Jared has been gone for a year now, on May 8th he will be graduating from Winona State. A few of his professors took the necessary steps in order for him to graduate. Please pause that day and remember Jared and all the work that he did in his short life.

Congratulations Jared!!

In the last week, I have seen him twice and got a couple text from him ( Read more... )

I was in the process of writing a blog last night and half way through my computer decided it was done with updates and restarted without my approval. The blog I had been writing has been writing itself in my head and I finally decided it to come out otherwise I would go insane. With that ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much in the past year. I don't even know where to start. First leaving school was the hardest thing but the best thing for me for now. I miss it, but most of my friends anyways is gone, so I guess I'm fine with that. Everything has changed so much. For 8 months I lived with my grandma, working two jobs for most of the summer ( Read more... )

I feel so much better than I did little over 24 hours ago. 104 degree fever= BAD!!!

I HATE HIM. I HATE HIM.

Why do I hate him for a long time, and then all of a sudden feel something again?

What is my problem.

He hurt me, to many times.

Why the hell did I let my guard down?

I am getting to "weak".

I wished I could just shut all my feelings away.

I don't think I have had a "simple" day since day 1. Which I know for a fact day 1 was not the typical day to start your life. Ha. Anyways, my life right now is pretty good. I have been working quite a bit ( Read more... )

Does anyone post on here anymore?

gees.

Al Franken.........................

YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME.