God, where to start...it seems pointless for me to even try. there have been so many thoughts just careening around my head over this last week and these few days
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Next time you come to New Jersey, if you ever don't want to be with your cousin, you can always call me, and I'll gladly come pick you up and we can hang out. =) You're always welcome at my place. Love you Dottish. =) If you ever need anything, I'll always try my best for you. =)
I luff you. I know we haven't talked in like..AGES, but if you ever want to vent without someone thinking you're psychotic, I'm always here. *hugs tightly* Konpai, love.
dot! yes, that was a long entry, but i read the whole thing so... ok. don't think that you're being the least bit selfish, because you're not. it's very understandable...a new woman who you don't favor all that much is moving into your house to play a mother role, she's taking over your territory and cramping your space. i'd be pissed too. the only thing i can say about that is to take one day at a time and stay over my house a lot....until we're 18 and then we'll just leave. on another note, (about your friendships going away)that process happened to me in the beginning of the year. you change---people don't like these changes----the only ones who stick around are the ones who truly love you. fuck all those pointless friendships, what good were they? what did you learn from them? loneliness is the human condition, no one will ever fill that space.
when I'm lonely though, Jess, you're the one condition. it's like you're my broken rule, cause even when I'm so terribly sad I feel like I can't breathe...you give me a breath of fresh air. =) I love you to death and you know I'll always be there ((specially when we turn 18 and blow off the world)). thank you, my sweet jesmicka. ^^
I'm still mad you weren't in school today. ~guilt trips up the ass~
hey dot baby im worried about u im sory i havent been around when ever u call im really sorry for that..... i just wanted you to know that im here for u and if u ever need to talk email me and ill try to get back to u as son as possible,,, even if all the email says is for me to call u i wil i just wanted you to know im here....
sweeety im here if u ever need some one to talk to you just got to catch me but any time im online im always able to tlak all u got to do is say something ill be here for u......
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ok. don't think that you're being the least bit selfish, because you're not. it's very understandable...a new woman who you don't favor all that much is moving into your house to play a mother role, she's taking over your territory and cramping your space. i'd be pissed too. the only thing i can say about that is to take one day at a time and stay over my house a lot....until we're 18 and then we'll just leave.
on another note, (about your friendships going away)that process happened to me in the beginning of the year.
you change---people don't like these changes----the only ones who stick around are the ones who truly love you.
fuck all those pointless friendships, what good were they? what did you learn from them?
loneliness is the human condition, no one will ever fill that space.
so much loooove, (and sorry so long)
jesmicka
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I'm still mad you weren't in school today. ~guilt trips up the ass~
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it all evens out. :D
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love always and forever
moonboy
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love you
moon boi
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